Inspired by one of my good friends Kelsey. I’m going to list some confessions or momfessions as I’m gonna call them and I’m gonna do 25 cause well I’m 25.
1) I hate being pregnant. I have resentfully feelings toward my child while they are gestating and I also suffer from mild depression during and after pregnancy.
2)My favorite part of my husband being deployed is having my girls to myself. I miss him but I love they are all mine all the time and I don’t have to split myself.
3)I don’t cook when my husband is deployed. I don’t feel like fighting them nor do I feel like cooking a full meal for children that eat like birds so we live off of pb&j,cereal,yogurt,carrots sticks, fruit ,grilled cheese and oatmeal. Seriously, we eat a combo of that for 4-6 months.
4)I hide from my kids.
5)I want to homeschool mostly because I miss my daughter so much.
6)sometimes I yell and I really feel bad about it.
7) I think 6 means I’m a cold mother
8)I’m convinced that my induction with epidural and supplementing with formula when I went back to work after my first has damaged my oldest for life. I feel horrible guilt about it
9)I’m lonely a lot.
10) I feel the same way about pets as people did about children in victorian times. They should be seen, never heard and always have the best manners.
11)I’m almost paralyzingly afraid of have a “bad” or “difficult” child.
12)I used to spank.
13)I feel shame that I couldn’t be more grown up then that.
14)I don’t like Lima beans. I know very five of me.
15)I never meant to fall in love and get married but I’m glad I did.
16)I have argued with a toddler. Like a true fight. At one point I had to remind myself “I’m a grown up” and walk away.
17)I’m crazy lazy. Really I’m so so very lazy it’s sad.
18)I taught me kids how to get themselves cereal so I don’t have to get up just yet.
19) I love when my kids crawl in bed with me.
20)I’m afraid of addiction so much so it might be an addiction.
21)while I want to homeschool I’m worried I won’t be good at it or the right teacher for them.
22)I’m VERY disappointed I’m having a boy. I have had some depression this pregnancy because of it.Yes I know I already have two girls but I wanted more.I still want more.
23)I’m selfish.
24)I pass judgement sometimes. I try not to. I hate that about myself.
25) I hate being wrong. It just kills me.
Momfessions January 23, 2012
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